What the hell is that?

Okay, maybe this is cliché & cheesy question, but do you ever really think about 'what does love truly mean?'.

I did and what i've got was none, well, in sort of ways i guess i've never been in that kind of love before, so either i'll never know or just not yet. But recently I thought maybe i'm just too lazy to get back into the drama of that-four-words brought, the jealousy, the tears and all the pathetic feeling i felt when he left. All i know was a bunch of junk and stupid crap.

On the other side i feel so empty and lonely at times, not all the time though, but still. I know it's just about time and the right person as "Cosmopolitan" said but..Can anyone just tell me where and when should I found it cos when I look around, there's no one whom I-can-picturing-myself-with. There're just a bunch of stupid jerks who's trying too hard to impressed me which is suck cos i'm not impressed with stupidity. I just have no time for that.

I hate the feeling when I feel so bump for no reason and feels like no body can understand me like at all.

Well, i guess i gotta go.