One two three. I am ready!

We have got to move on from it's-good-to-be-back introduction and as I recall, in my previous post I did say not gonna brag about it though ;P.

New year, new resolution, new you. I know it's kinda expired to say those magic new year's words but there's always a personal new era in one's life, rite? I call this time is my personal new era. and why? *that's the question, isn't it?*

First of all, I'm gonna starts an internship anytime soon, as well as the internship briefing held to make it official and of course the job, per se. This internship is no jokes and I know it is not gonna be as smooth as it's sounds. I do love interior design. It has been my passion since I got another chance to get my ass back in this major for the second time. However, every plus always have a minus here and there and the minus is pretty ugly. This is pretty much like a bride strict diet and we're about to face a very serious starving. lol. but again, 'no pain no gain' takes it's part, rite? and I am so ready for this new exciting hell. ^^

Second, I assure you this blog is no longer gonna feels lonely since I made up my mind to update it regularly. At least before the whole internship stuff *work,thesis,blahh..* stole my good night sleep. Thx to my 2 lecturers who inspire me to take care of my blog again.lol

And last but not least, a vacation to an island..woohoo! This is gonna be greeeaattt

Thx for all the goodness,Jesus! ♥ ♥ ♥
*Crossing finger*

Bipolar Strikes!

Same old same old..Maybe I'll never understand why on earth this mood swings keep bothering me every now and then. I felt so happy this afternoon but now I'm feeling so bump. Like drop in a black hole of unhappiness and no one can save me. Too hiperbolic I know but it's just how I feel right now and I can't help it.

End up into doing some old habit I know I can give up but I just don't feel like give it up right now, I'm sure you know what's this 'bad habit' refer to. Maybe I have some mental disorder or whatever, I guess it's pretty obvious eventhough I can't explain the theories well enough.

Gonna drowning in my sorrow myslef then..cya

We See Things They'll Never See..

I'm not gonna brag about how long it was since my last post over and over again this time. Let's just say I'm a part-timer in blogging world.lols

I'm kinda in a love-hate relationship with this holiday. It's Lebaran holiday, so my maid and driver packed their asses back to their hometown for a week. I love the fact that my bestie, Nathalie, is still in town so we can meet up like everyday that week but since I live with my super-duper-neat-and-clean-freak Granny, I have to help her every now and then *since she can't stop sweeping, mopping, ironing,cooking and the fact that she's a perfectionist who always insist that she can do the work perfectly or even better than anybody*. I'm not really fond of housekeeping things, it's really suck my energy which is sucks to the max.

Stop babbling about stupid housecleaning things. Many good things happened to me lately. I got my self *well, practically my mom got me* a new phone for my birthday, I met a lot of nice new friends, catch up with an old friends and had a deep conversation with them which I thought it would make our friendship stronger and understand each other more. Evebody's got a secret of their own, bad secret, dark secret, stupid secret, deep secret, crap secret, but it's all their right to not tell everyone about it. I really respect one's privacy and it makes me see them more when they told me their secret. It's sorta increase their value in my eyes when they have a trust in me.

Speaking of human value, I found that many girls out there didn't even know what's human value trully means. They thought they knew but actually they didn't even get the concept of human value per se. Mostly teenage girls, act like they're living a gossip girls life, branded bags they don't even mature enough to appriciate such fashion, super high high-heels to campus *D'oh!*, self-tittled-fashionista which truly is fashion victims, seducing boys with an inncocent looks and fake-dumb *or maybe they really are* act.

Surprisingly, boys bought it. They kinda like either trying-too-hard-to-look-inncocent gilrs or fake-dumb-biatch-who-kiss-random-people-in-club. That's really pathetic and It makes me wonder who's the real 0-value in this case. I just don't think they'll ever see what we see about human value and act like one.

Opinion?

P.S : I just got myself twitter account. follow me @cynthiaagustine.

Definitely, yes? no? maybe??

Summer's coming,,well since I live in Indonesia, so it doesn't change much here..just more sun burn for everybodies here and in fact I take summer class in my uni,so I still bothered by assigment and stuff.But still..my friends coming home and that's what makes me happy..

I take lotsa it-supposed-to-be-fun class in this summers, potery and painting class to name a few. I thought it supposed to be fun but oooo..u really don't want to mess with this things, If you thought it was easy, I suggest you to try it before you say a word.Pleasee pleasee don't under estimate this stuff. It's definitely moreee than you thought.

Speaking of definitely, 2 days ago I saw a so-not-old-but-still-pretty-old movie called Definitely, Maybe. It is sooo great movie, kinda romantic and lil funny although not as funny as adam sandler's but I highly recommend this for those who haven't watched. I really really love the quote when william ( the main character ) reharse his proposal to Emily infront of April. I usually got a goosebumps of yuck when someone says cheesy things, but don't know why I was touched when I saw that scene.. I'll definitely say yess if someone I love propose to me with those words ( plus with Jonathan Rhys Meyers's eyes when he's staring at Lyla in August Rush).okayy,,mellow mode on..lols.

Anyway, Here's the list of a movie I love this past few months, some of it might be last season but If you missed it, just buy the dvd or something..cause it's too bad if you don't watch it.
1. The Reader ( it's still on, I believe )
2. August Rush
3. Definitely, Maybe
4. Life is Beautiful
5. Click
6. The Notebook
7. Finding Neverland
8. 50 First Dates

It's all romantic movie, but it's really worth to watch..guest it's all I wanna say todayy..
See ya in the next post ^^

hey hey...

Hey..it's good to be back..it's been like forever since my last post. I've been thinking about updating this blog since last year but here i am...

So many things i wanna say but i'm just blank when i face this screen.sux i know.lols. One two things happen lately, my sis gone off to aussie, my stupid dog got sick and i'm sooooo lazy to do anything...

Okay..First things first.. I just got a hair cut last weekend and i'd say i'm not really satisfied with it. It's not bad though I just don't think this style suit me well. I'm expecting nice sleek medium cut with blunt bangs but the result is pretty much like j-rock-hairstyle..lol..not saying it's a bad style but still..not a big fann of it..soo..u knoww..





err...what ya think?? *winkkwinkk*

hope it'll grow fasterr..loll..^^

see ya in the next post then...!

What the hell is that?

Okay, maybe this is cliché & cheesy question, but do you ever really think about 'what does love truly mean?'.

I did and what i've got was none, well, in sort of ways i guess i've never been in that kind of love before, so either i'll never know or just not yet. But recently I thought maybe i'm just too lazy to get back into the drama of that-four-words brought, the jealousy, the tears and all the pathetic feeling i felt when he left. All i know was a bunch of junk and stupid crap.

On the other side i feel so empty and lonely at times, not all the time though, but still. I know it's just about time and the right person as "Cosmopolitan" said but..Can anyone just tell me where and when should I found it cos when I look around, there's no one whom I-can-picturing-myself-with. There're just a bunch of stupid jerks who's trying too hard to impressed me which is suck cos i'm not impressed with stupidity. I just have no time for that.

I hate the feeling when I feel so bump for no reason and feels like no body can understand me like at all.

Well, i guess i gotta go.